The stress of the wedding hit me like a ton of bricks this week. Once I saw that we only had 2 weeks left, the nerves and stress just washed over me. Everyone keeps telling me that this feeling will pass the week of the wedding, but if they are wrong…

I’m going to be pissed.

Apparently, the world doesn’t stop just because it’s my wedding and there aren’t enough hours in the day to get everything done. I have completely lost my mind and it will be a miracle if Eric still wants to marry me after the moods I’ve been in lately. Thankfully though, the only thing I’m not worried about is Eric. He is the only thing I know I got right. The rest of the wedding, however, keeps me up at night in cold sweats. I’m a hot ball of nerves on just a regular day so I know it can only get worse when all the attention is on me. The list of things I still have to do could fill a novel and worst of all, I’m stress eating. My diet of only air and beer until the wedding has completely gone out the window and it has been replaced with Taco Johns and spaghetti. I know this stress will pass and I will enjoy everything once I get to see all my friends and family, but I’m not there yet. I’m excited to be with my favorite people in the world next week, but this week I just want everyone to let me be cranky, let me obsess about teeth whitening, let me get upset over nothing, and let me complain.

Add to list of things to do before wedding:

1.) Learn to embrace my back fat

2.) Find sketchy friends to get my hands on a tranquilizer

3.) Get a new attitude